It shouldn’t be so hard.
But I guess you don’t miss me.
Though your actions suggest that you do.
Your words (mostly) suggest that you do.
You notice that I was “miss”-ing.
Though you couldn’t say the words
I miss you
Haste makes waste. I’m always saying this stinkin’ phrase. But then I want everything to happen within a certain time frame.
I do it to myself. HURRY UP HURRY UP
Oh God, why is this way in me?
I guess I’m conditioned to think that if at first you don’t express yourself the way that makes me feel loved, I fear you never will. But love grows
and we learn to love people properly.
“I’m just not a loving person” someone says.
We learn to love.
Not everyone feels loved the same way, so we must learn to love them the way they need to be loved.
Just like I shouldn’t expect someone to tell me the words that I want to hear. I want to hear that I was missed. I want to hear that it was you that missed me. I want you to be bold enough to say it.
But maybe you aren’t ready. And I can’t force you to say it. I don’t WANT to force you to say it. I just can’t help comparing you to others in the past. The way they said exactly the right words. The way they loved and made me feel special. The way they knew how to love.
I am missing it. That’s why we aren’t supposed to awaken love until its’ proper time. But I thought those more recent times were the appropriate times to
I found this in my drafts. I read someone else’s blog post about a draft they found, so I thought I’d share this one. Cheers! <3 xoxo V